Music of the Moment: "Monkeywrench" by Foo Fighters

Well, all in all I'd say these past five days have been amazing, despite the bad mood I went to bed in last night. I suppose I was just feeling frustrated, which is ridiculous, really--I'm kind of embarrased at my anger at something so insignificant. I'm not after sex singularly--though I suppose in my drunker moments I must be--but perhaps a little romance wouldn't hurt. I do have crushes, of course, however I normally don't do anything about it or even hint at them unless I see at least a hint from the other person that they feel the same way.

I have my disinclinations as well. I've barely been single a month, I plan on leaving the country for almost a year after I graduate... maybe I really should stop the search for love--or at least companionship--for now.

I could really learn to enjoy sleeping alone.

Now I have a giant white tiger to cuddle with at least.

This week I also made a personal commitment to put much more effort into my friendships than I have over the last three years. I spent so much time being miserable and pining that I ignored the love from people around me.

~Halcyondream~

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