I found God today.

It finally hit me just now, as I was sitting here doing my usual thing, listening to music and surfing the web.

After this long, I know my hallucinatory capabilities, and I know my mood shifts. This was neither.

I couldn't move. I can't describe it really, more than that. I knew, definitely and inescapably, what it was and what was happening. I understand now what people have been experiencing for as long as humans have existed.

How arrogant I have been, to deny it for so long.

~Halcyondream~

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