Today consisted of a few hours of nothing followed by a performance of the Rocky Horror Picture Show -complete with floorshow- followed by pizza and a movie (surprise surprise). There's very little variation in what we do for fun and relaxation. Drink/smoke + food + movie/show. It gets surprisingly expensive -you wouldn't believe how much I've spent on pot- and very boring.

Yes, that's right. I'm tired of drugs. They just don't do it for me any more, and I'm not about to move on to harder substances or anything. Pot only goes so far for entertainment value.

The show bored me beyond all comprehension. The movie is lame when you've seen it more than two or three times, and there wasn't anyone to be enthused about seeing half naked.

The person I want to see naked isn't here.

Of course, she never is, because she lives in Ft Lauderdale, and next year she'll live in Tampa, not here, so I still won't be able to see her all the time.

I don't know why I bother.

This is love, then, aching for someone that isn't around except when she can conveniently make it up here.

I'm going to go insane and then go to bed. I'm tired.

~Halcyondream

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