You gave me a gift.

I almost regret accepting it now. I'm not sure I was entirely ready for it. My heart wanted it... my mind gave me mixed signals. My mind is weak by comparison. It gave in quickly to inevitability.

I shouldn't have taken it.

What exists between us remains the big pink elephant in the middle of the room. We can't admit it to one another, because we are afraid of the consequences. Things cannot go back to the way they were. Things must be different.

My world is moving. Plates shift and create new ground. I cannot allow you in just yet.

But I wish I could.

~Halcyondream~

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